it's only my world

this was when I started loving him.

the rawness of it moves me to tears.

you are.

sometimes the strangest little things break your heart, even though you've known it all along. but you still let it get to you, you still let it hurt you. because you're ever so idealistic, you believe perhaps people change, perhaps the world will change. why do you care so much? you care so much because you do, even though you don't really know why, but you just do. you know it is not their fault, perhaps it is even written in the genetic code (written in destiny) that it is so, they can't help it, but you can't help it either, so what can you do, what can other people do? you just thought there would be respect but you have as much right to your opinion as they have their right to theirs. the world divided by miles and oceans even as you traverse it with wonders, desirable dream wings you soar with through the air. even as.

you live.

you breathe.

you are.

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when the water tastes sweet, she said.

you know it's working.